Religion: Medicine For Some, Poison For Others

Religion nearly killed me.

The effects that religion had on me as a younger man nearly made me take my own life, out of a profound sense of feeling rejected, shun, bad, worthless, etc. by those very people who I trusted to help guide me towards my higher purpose. The effect of being sent the message that we are totally worthless to those whom we invest all of our time and energy into or through or with, after we have placed all of our faith and hopes and strengths and talents in the… air, as we are told to do by those supposed ‘spiritual leaders’ (more like: spiritual abusers) can strip a person’s true spiritual identity down into shreds. This is truly destructive in an extremely psychologically sick and twisted and usually unseen way. People who have not been infected by this religious poison simply cannot relate, so do yourselves a favour and don’t expect anyone to understand besides those who have forged a similar path as your own, if this has been your experience also. I gave all of who I was away, sacrificing everything about me in order to trade my being, my life, my own spiritual freedom, for a promise to everlasting life in some really boring living conditions (no sex in heaven!? Wtf!?). Blindly placing our trust in such an empty promise — which no man or woman has the right to make in the place of the gods — can totally destroy our identity, our goals, aspirations, motivation, drive, reality, priorities, self-esteem etc.. It is how free spirits are broken down, shattered, deconstructed and retransformed into nothing, powerless; good for the grave. Just consider the destructive effects that religion had on native pagan cultures everywhere, in the age of colonization. Social ostracism inflicted onto us by those we reach out to for help can utterly ruin a our normal ability to function in society, and because that we will leave our former life, most of our friends, our passions, hobbies, hopes and dreams, purpose, and also then eventually leave the “new family” who are supposedly “saved” and will always “love” us and help us — to figuratively sell all we are and own for one single thing called “heaven” (when in reality this is just sect/cult acceptance — because we are programmed to serve and please those who dictate “the word of god” (such bullshit, no man or woman knows the mind of god, yet alone all infinite numbers of all of the gods))… such people will find hemselves very alone without anyone, rendered socially and psychologically incapacitated, or estranged at best.

The fact is that we are social creatures much like wolves are. It has been documented throughout history that the encouragement of our peers can make all the difference in life and death situations. A young Japanese child performing acrobats in front of his school might not be capable of performing his or her task, and after a few failed attempts causes this child to cry in front of everyone, once that child’s peers circle around that child and bow down to this individual in loud energetic chant in order to encourage that chid, as is Japanese custom…  that individual is then capable of succeeding at the task, against all odds. Religious people know this and they understand just how truly powerful a role social psychology plays in a person’s life, especially a child’s, and how peer-encouragement or the lack thereof can either make or break anyone. The best part? That’s exactly how and why religious manipulation was DESIGNED — and not by the gods, but by man.


So if anyone is thinking of joining a religious group or is currently in one, well… I’ll pray for you (religious people’s way of saying: “Go hang yourself”)! Sure, pray for the hungry and the poor but they’d be way better off if you just made them a goddamn sandwich instead, maybe even slip them a few bills, and check up on them every once in a while, you know… out of LOVE (the real kind). Religious people must learn that just because they think that their dogma or religion or so-called ‘spirituality’ will save them and makes their lives more virtuous — IT DOES NOT NECESSARILY MEAN THAT THIS WILL NOT BE ANYTHING LESS THAN TOTAL FUCKING KRIPTONITE TO OTHER FREE SPIRITS.

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Religion is a serious mental poison for some of us out there which can and will debilitate even the strongest of men. It is my firm experience that there is much more pure unconscious evil in religious circles than there is outside of those groups.

“The purest form of evil is the evil which is totally unaware of itself.”

~ Lemurian

Don’t let yourself or your friends or family poison themselves with this most wicked of evils that exists in this world: those who claim to know and understand the mind of god, but instead covertly, whether unconsciously or deliberately so, will be more concerned with gutting your soul right out of you and turning you into a dull lifeless guilt-ridden shameful small and unworthy mind-salve deserving of nothing more than mental, emotional, and spiritual abuse — by far the most vile form of abuse that there is, has been or will ever be on Earth. To have the effect of (deliberately) making a man or woman feel or think that — GOD — does not approve of them as a creature, just because they voice their own mind… well, what a deeply profound horror this is.

Stay curious and in limitless wonder. That’s how life is designed; we are not meant to have all the answers or solve all the problems. Real gods do not have all the answers either, but I’m not certain of that because I don’t claim to know what the gods think or feel at any given moment of every single day! Believing that one god or one dogma will answer all of life’s endless questions and fill the cup of wonder to the brim is literally worshiping LIES.

Respect yourself and your neighbours more than that.

Photo: Operation Werewolf 


Have a good one folks!


Particles: Balls Of Coalesced Waves

The particle/wave paradigm has confounded scientists for decades. But have these scientists covered all the bases, even: the impossible? That particles are in reality condensed balls of coalesced electromagnetic waves which consist of smaller condensed balls of coalesced electromagnetic waves ad infinitum. Cracking the code concerning the proportional relationship existing between these two interdependent states of ‘matter’ (energy: plasma/light/sound etc.) would be to discover the key unlocking the hidden laws of the multiverse and by extension how all things operate and are intertwined with one another.

Have a good one folks!


No Measure Of Accusation Is Proof

No measure of accusation is proof. Mankind’s greatest shame is accusing and abusing the abused who dare speak up concerning their abuse, while protecting and consoling the abuser. Accusing people without proof, and then making it a fact — is unethical, immoral, and a strait path right into Nazi Germany concentration camps WWIII style, where malnourished ill-treated slaves are worked to DEATH.

This is our karma, and we will not escape it. We must learn to see through the false accusations of the abuser, and seek instead the virtues for which the abused is targeted… because: there is no other reason that an abuser would abuse their target than that such a target embody those higher virtues which do beg of man to shine out upon the world.


Have a good one folks!


Sound Bubbles

Sound is an expanding three-dimensional bubble of force resulting from the friction or contact between two different states of matter or energy including but not limited to their electromagnetic fields. In fact, sound behaves so closely to the way that magnetism does that sound is essentially a form of light (hence, acting as both a particle and a wave).

In reality only 1/4 of the spheric resonance field in the cymatic shown above contains the single unit or most reduced fraction of its structural pattern (the segment pattern, which must determine or be in relation to the frequency). At least two to three or more of these segment patterns then combine to form a Sound Bubble in 3D, like the segments of an orange combine to form a round spheric orange or ‘fruit bubble’; 1/4 or less, in some cases — a single ’empty’ or frameless bubble without any structure to it at all would mean that there is no sound, if there is such a thing… because sound is in reality just one dimension of matter detected by / existing as vibrations of energy; all matter emits or generates sound simply by virtue of it existing (in space). That high-pitched tinnitus ringing that we hear when we begin to sense soundwaves in and through the womb — that is the sound of matter, as perceived by the human ear. Analyzing these segment patterns cross-sectionally or linearly might just give us mathematical relationships with the ratio, direction, flow, pulse/force etc. of the sonic structure (shape, size, frequency) of the Sound Bubble. This could lead to further harnessing the motion of sound in order to amplify resonance to the point of being capable of using sound in order to preform mechanical works, maybe even rockworks the likes of the Great Pyramids at Giza, Egypt, or other ancient megaliths such as Stonehenge in Wiltshire, England, or in those in South America.

“In the beginning there was the Word (logos, logic, reason), and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” 

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Giza Pyramids, Egypt
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Stonehenge, England
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Pumapunku, Bolivia
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Cusco, Peru
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Inca Ollantaytambo, photo by Hidden Inca Tours.

Or we could say:

“Hear! There are words, and the words are gods.” 

…as though reason itself (logos) — of which there are many — the generation of thoughts or the very fact that thoughts exist in the first place — is in essence the manifestation of the gods through us, the animals, and possibly plants, or even molecules such as water. We might go so far as to propose that brainwaves emit a detectible pulse or ping which is not so unlike lightwaves or soundwaves that can also be measured or recorded electromagnetically.

Above: Water Cymatic, by Ben Browne.


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Underground Egyptian Star Map

If, as Robert Bauval has revealed, the three pyramids at Giza, Egypt, reflect the belt of Orion, what of the other stars in that area of the sky? Should there not also be some other structures at these proportionally equidistant locations away from the pyramids? How might other suspected sites of possible underground chambers, as proposed by Carmen Boulter, fit into this layout? Have we been meticulous enough in scanning these areas around Giza using our infrared ground-penetrating satellite imaging at these locations? Clearly the ancients built their monumental structures not only above ground but below ground as well so that it is not without reason to suggest that there could be entire complexes scattered about and buried under mountains of sand.

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Underground Serapeum Complex

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Abusive sociopaths will repeatedly apologize for their abuse but then go right on ahead and continue to abuse their targets without remorse consideration or empathy. For an abusive sociopath the words “sorry” or “apology” have absolutely zero meaning or real practical function in reality. Whereas when normal people say that they are “sorry”, they recognize that their actions do cause others significant harm and as a result their troubled sensitivity or conscience compels them to cease the abuse onto those affected by the abusive actions. But abusers just don’t give a shit; their words mean nothing. There is no room for improvement as they are already without fault in their own eyes, and that’s enough for them; other people who are affected by their abuse simply do not matter. It is more important for them to expose their targets to their abuse rather than place the target of abuse, the man or woman of authentic value, above the abuse (obviously; hey, abusers might be the most vile form of human being running around out there but they have their priorities strait). And what do abusers do when their targets speak up against the abuse? SUPPRESS FREEDOM OF SPEECH OR EXPRESSION. NAZI CONCENTRATION CAMP SETUP 101. They claim that “there is no problem” and go on abusing those targets even more by physically intimidating them, violating them, shunning them, gaslight them, manipulate them, hurt them, slander them, accuse and judge them, forcibly coerce them into contracts that are not in their best interest (duress), presume them guilty before being found innocent, stalk and follow them, lie and cheat, and most importantly: appear as civil and as kind and as reasonable as possible — but only while others are watching.

Abusers want to break you down and render you helpless and disfunctional; their aim is YOUR self-confidence. Lovely pair of eyes there, huh? They want you to perceive yourself as they perceive you: as worthless, shameful, incapable, dirty or vile, unacceptable, underserving: a scapegoat for THEIR evils and hate and anger issues concerning their own obsession with the illusion of perfectionism, essentially. They want you to feel guilty; that you are ‘wrong’; that you are ‘bad’; that you have a ‘mental problem’, even when there is hardly much wrong with you, if at all — they take great satisfaction in this. It has been said that we can judge the character of a man or a woman by the manner in which they choose to treat animals, but with an abuser people actually become less important than animals, and animals become less important than objects… perhaps worthy of making a profit, but that’s about it. As a good friend once mentioned to me, “Don’t be sorry… Just don’t do it again.” And if we really think about it, that statement has profound meaning and substance, meaning and substance that an abuser will never truly comprehend or put into practice even if their lives depended on it, which, let’s face it… It does.

For example, one fine sunny day while in church an abuser might consider you to be ‘The Best’ because you are willingly participating within the confines of their preferred conditional ‘love’ circus, but the moment that you choose that religion is not for you, you are suddenly considered to have some miraculous form of a ‘mental disease’ bestowed upon you by the grace of their choice of a god. The best allegory I have managed to come up with in order to properly convey the nature of these kinds of abusers is the term Giant Babies; a vivid term which also recalls the pleasant alien creature in the Hollywood film, Aliens (1979). A truly insidiously terrorizing creature, really.

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The measure of the likes of an abuser’s joy or reality depends entirely upon the self-doubt and suffering of others; you cannot simply be your own free man or woman — especially when you are NOT a public servant — without the conditional attachments of exterior praise or punishment that abusers have already decided for you way in advance in spite of ethical concerns which not only apply locally but also globally. Hey, we can’t steer the Titanic away from a deadly iceberg or submarine (obviously) using a pair of butterfly wings overnight now, can we? You must conform or be forced to conform to a very limited black and white paradigm. Of course force-fitting anyone who stands out in any way into such a polarity of thought is a sure tell as to the not-so-sophisticated breadth of an abuser’s brain power (in this case, a computing power of 2, but no more; compared to, say, a computing power of 100 or 100, 000). Treating others in this quite limiting manner is like a narcotic drug for the abuser. Its simple (minded) and effective. They have no other means (no pun intended) to feel ‘whole’ or ‘worthy’ than to subject others into feelings of inferiority, rather than simply mind their own goddamn business, keep to themselves, and generate their own self-worth, because in reality they have none or very little at best, and they know it.

Abusers will trick their targets into uneasy situations by either showing up unannounced or in disguise, to initiate unjustified violence upon their targets, spy on them, read their private documents or emails, report their freedom of expression on social media in order to premeditatedly sabotage that freedom of expression by simply assuming the worst in their target’s use of words like, say, ‘faggot‘, when in reality there are many other allegorical applications to this rather fascinating word (remember: abusers project onto others, so we can almost bet our bottom dollar that they will usually tend to assume the worst in any given situation; now isn’t that great?); they will violate the boundary of privacy upon which the honour between healthy individuals depends, and by extension, healthy communities. They will project and call their targets nasty dirty little rotten names, especially behind their targets’ backs, and label those targets in order to force-fit them into the abuser’s very narrow-minded minuscule pathetic little box of perception or judgement, which has little to no scope beyond the abuser’s immediate vicinity.

They will punish you for reaching out for help or even for having fallen in love with them, then they will lie about the fact that they know that you are reaching out for help or that you are in love with them and claim instead that you are acting violent and physically abusive and intimidating towards them with as peaceful of a thing as expressing yourself using… texts (words on a computer screen)! Then pretend like nothing is wrong and that everything is as right as rain in the world, because, hey… abusers are infallible, especially in their own eyes. While being targeted by an abuser, the most important thing for that abuser’s wellbeing is that you suffer and that you continually remain disproportionately treated; if you step out of line one or two steps, they will ensure that you are punished as though you stepped out of line ten or twenty steps, and they are great at acting like sad little helpless victims too, especially if they are gender-favoured by the iron first of the system in which they reign. They will lie and accuse you of being something that you are not, or accuse you of doing or saying something that you did not do or say, and even if you have the right to act differently or defensively due to an unreasonable and unfair treatment towards you, the target, they will not bother to even begin to consider your circumstances or make any real measure of effort to understand your point of view. Instead, they will cram you into a narrow little bird cage in order to claim their own (false) sense of alleged ‘security’ and (false) sense of ‘self-esteem’ or ‘pride’. Heck, they don’t even want you driving on the same public road as they do! They are totally insane, and can barely manage to hold the sensitivity of a piece of shit.

As their target, it is paramount for the abuser that you perceive yourself as somehow ‘wrong’ because this determines their own perception of being ‘right’; they cannot be convinced of their own perception independent from proving you wrong first. Sounds crazy, right? Well, that’s because it is crazy. It matters more to them that they go out of their way to prove that others are wrong rather than simply act independently on their own convictions or observations. They feed off of this like mosquitos feed off of blood: without taking away from an exterior source of energy they simply cannot survive. The fact that they behave in this way is another sure tell that, as their target, you are far more important to them than they are to themselves. This is rather quite sad and pathetic indeed. Should they simply allow you to be, to exist freely, to speak your own original mind, it would be too much for them to bear because you would be the very embodiment of everything that they are not (intelligence, mostly). They simply cannot handle this kind of a living breathing walking reminder, as it causes much too much cognitive dissonance and because they are so concerned with exterior sources of energy they define themselves by everything that others do or have — not by what they choose for themselves. This is a denial mechanism for a brain of lower IQ because deep down inside the abuser’s subconscious mind is in some way aware of the lower quality of their truly horrible roles in society. The true nature of their souls hearts and minds is simply too much for the average human being to process or face up to after living an entire life of denial and mediocre thought. To face this quality of their own stunted growth of character or spirit would be too great a stress to their parameters of what they consider to be reality (‘La La Land’), at the detriment of that reality as well as themselves; like a person who invests all of their beliefs resources money interest and power into the delusional foundations of a house of cards which inevitably crumbles down at once, and themselves along with it. Castles made of sand drift into the sea, eventually.  Its sad. But can we blame these Giant Babies for being the giant babies that they are, really? If we are lucky, the abuser will go out of their way to identify with us and accuse us of being the abuser or even better: accuse us of identifying them as the abuser, first! There’s nothing quite like being first.

They will gang up on anyone who or anything that stands out of the status quo while seeking validation from those who share their narrow-minded disease. Like asking a bunch of redteam players to compliment one another on how gloriously blue and green and purple and pink each one of them is, when in reality red cannot be qualified in any real way as such, this delusional manner of flattery can only temporarily satisfy their shallow need for a short-term fix. They will require more and more and more of this fictitious praise from their own choir such as appears to be necessary for the likes of Presidents and Kings or Queens or Dignitaries who receive ‘praise’ from their very own subjects, instead of accepting their true mortal fallible monster nature, and then build upon this true yet unpleasant quality towards self-improvement. Sorta like starting a garden from a pile of fertile compost; know what I mean, Vern? You see, spoiled children want their dessert first, not the other way around — and if anyone tries to take that dessert away from them, they will sabotage the whole fucking meal, or (hopefully)… starve themselves to death.

For more super fun reading on this disturbing topic, just visit the following link: Abusive Narcissistic Psychopaths.Screen Shot 2017-05-30 at 2.19.43 AM

Have a good one folks!